Friday Randoms!!

• I need a new freaking tire. My low pressure light came on after I left darts tonight and when I picked the boys up I noticed there was metal showing on my passenger side front tire
• I have no money for a new freaking tire...
• I wish for once something would go the way I want it to
• Other than my tire tonight was a good night at darts
• We lost like 7 games to 2 (one of the ones we won being won by me YAY)
• Happy Birthday... you know who you are!!!! :)
• IMYLM
• ILYLC
• Bob is picking the boys up today... 
• I have to meet the bitch that broke my family up
• He has the nerve to tell me not to start anything
• Piss off... I am not going to start anything... I don't even want to look at her, let alone talk to her
• I am tired drunk and I need to go to bed
• Goodnight my blog readers
• Have a great weekend!!!

Life as a single mom...

...is a lot like my life as a married mom.

I wake up at 7:00, shower, get on the computer, and drink a diet dr pepper. The boys wake up between 8:00 and 9:00, I give Mason his breathing treatment, and his meds, and then we eat breakfast. We watch Mickey Mouse and Handy Manny, then Mason takes his nap. Patrick and I either play cars or color.

After Mason wakes up we have lunch and clean up a bit. Then we all play for a little bit and then it's nap time for both boys. Mama spends this time either playing xbox or on the computer.

After naps the boys play and I get ready for work.

I drop the boys off at Margie and Scott's and drive to work.

I rock at Gymboree haha and then go pick the boys up.

After we get home they go to bed and I blog.

Of course there is a lot of diaper changes in there and the schedule changes if I'm off or work the day shift, but this is pretty much how our days go.

We're taking it day by day and making it happen. It's hard and sometimes I break down and cry and then I remember God won't throw anything at me that he doesn't think I can handle. We will make it out alive.

Tuesday Thoughts

It's Tuesday... and April is almost over. Where has the time gone? I can't believe it's about to be May!!!!

Mason has an ear infection and he's wheezing a little bit.
I'm sick too.
Patrick started running a fever tonight.
My apartment is actually clean lol
I went shopping today, I scored some amazing deals.
SmashBurger has the most amazing burgers EVER!!!!
We had a good Easter, we went to Abilene, but a certain somebody pissed me off so I didn't eat
There was a huge fight in my apartments tonight. It was crazy
My neighbors moved out... Thankfully!!!!!
The drug dealer down stairs moved out too!!!
I'm tired of being sick!
I feel like sleeping for days...I wish I could


Speaking of sleeping...I'm going there now. Goodnight my lovely blog readers. :)

Friday Randoms!!

• "The Other Putter Team" as we call them won 5 out of our 9 dart games tonight. One of those being taken out by yours truly!!!
• After darts I went to the Happy Armadillo with Donna and we had a beer (and a butterscotch thanks to Pug) and sang some karaoke. 
• Oh and I danced too...yes me...the girl that can't dance to save her life, danced...TWICE (with two different guys might I add haha)
• When I got home I realized mom had my house key, but luckily the office was open and the security guy let me in.
• I'm picking Lindsey up tomorrow and taking her to Abilene with us (Lindsey, Bob's daughter, not BFF Lindsey)
• I really should be in bed, but I'm too tired to sleep...does that make sense?
• I got a new phone yesterday and I'm pretty sure I'm in love with it...It's an LG Optimus (with Android) and it's freaking awesome
• I'm really getting tired of sleeping alone. I can't let Patrick sleep with me because it never fails, every time he sleeps in my bed, he pees all over the place. UGH
• I guess that's all I got for now...I'm too tired to think of anything else

Have a good weekend and remember IMYLM... ...ILYLC!!!

Thursday Thankfuls

Today I am thankful for...

• My mom for coming out here to babysit today since Margie is busy and I have to work.
• Sprint for approving me for a new phone without a huge deposit like everyone else wanted.
• i <3 Radio because now I can listen to Lex & Terry in the morning!!!! You have no idea how excited I am about this haha.
• Android for having 39388449838 to keep me entertained while I should be doing important stuff like cleaning. HAHA
• YOU! Just for being you and for that fun we had together yesterday!!!! ILYLC!
• My apartments for replacing my sink in record time so we didn't have to deal with the leak for very long.
• Margie and Scott...enough said
• .10 a gallon gas rewards at Tom Thumb. Every little bit helps

Please Vote!!!!

Please vote for me in the Livestrong contest on Facebook.

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You can vote once per day. I have a chance to win an iPad 2 and I entered with my transformation pics. I've lost 70 pounds and I beat diabetes. I went from a size 22 pants to a size 12. I lost about 8 inches off my waist.

Thank you!!!!

Bored

My dad and stepmom picked the boys up on Thursday. They are keeping them until Monday. I'm so lost without them here.

I've tried to keep busy, but I have down time tonight and it kind of sucks. I'm just sitting here on the couch playing Xbox, blogging, facebooking, yahoo messengering, bored out of my mind. Thursday night I played darts for the other Putter team. We got our butts handed to us, but it's okay because I won one game for us. After darts I did karaoke with Donna. Friday I went to lunch, did some shopping, saw Sucker Punch finally, and went to dinner. It was a great day!!!!!! Of course today was our RPG day, and sadly my character died, but I was able to bring her back to life haha. Thanks for killing me... :P

Now I'm just sitting here. I guess I could get off my butt and go work out... but I probably won't. And I'll sit here tomorrow until tomorrow night and then it's a Game of Thrones watching party at my friend's house. I'm excited to start watching that show!

Anyway, this was a rambling post, but it's been a minute since I posted so I figured I oughta throw something out there.

Have a good weekend~~~

Tuesday Thoughts

• I am so beyond tired, but I can't sleep
• My toothache is back and my coccyx is acting up. I'm starting to see a pattern here with when my coccyx starts hurting... But it sure is worth it!!!!! 
• I need to wash my car
• I need to call the court house and find out about paying my speeding ticket
• I like Pop Rocks ;)
• I want to go to Vegas to finally meet Vicky and Bella
• I can't wait to go see Lindsey and Curtis... I miss you guys!!!
• I'm hungry, but it is way too late to eat
• I NEED TO GET BACK IN THE GYM!!!!!
• IMYLM...
• ...ILYLC!!!

I guess that's all for now. The rest of my thoughts aren't blog appropriate (I am totally kidding!!!).

Monday Madness

Working today??? Ummm I think so, but I can't remember haha. I better call them first thing to check. If I'm not working then Mason needs to get get some blood work done. I also really need to get my butt to the gym. I've procrastinated long enough and my coccyx finally feels better. Grocery shopping today too!!!

Tuesday... I'm working the afternoon shift. Hopefully I can get to the gym again too. Probably meeting a new part-time sitter.

Wednesday... Working 6:30-9:30 that's about it... maybe I can find someone who wants to join me for lunch ;)

Thursday... darts maybe if Debbie's daughter wants to watch the boys. No work

Friday... I am picking up Lindsey, yes that's right... even though Bob and I are not together anymore I am still opening my home up to his daughter. Because I will always think of her as a daughter.

Saturday is D&D (well now it's DH time) day. Saturday night is supposed to be girls' night out at Sideline with the dart ladies.

Sunday... the only thing exciting happening on Sunday is Game of Thrones starts on HBO!!!!!!!

Almost Shut Down

So for the longest time I thought Bob was reading my blog and I couldn't for the life of me figure out why he was reading it so much. Well I got a Facebook friend request from some kid in Harlingen. I sent him a message to find out who he was and then I asked Bob about it.  Turns out it's some of his new woman's friends, although I'm not sure why she has friends in high school...unless it's her son...in which case...I've seen pics... ummm yeah.

Anyway, so apparently there's more than one of her friends that are stalking my blog. I got pissed off and told Bob that he needed to tell her to tell her friends to stop. I almost decided to shut down the blog...

and then I remembered...

All you're doing is upping my Google page rank, showing unique visits to my blog, and giving me the opportunity for bigger and better product reviews.

So please by all means, keep reading my blog, but again I say "Make sure you tell her I called her a home wrecking whore". Have a nice day!!!

The Date That Almost Wasn't

So D didn't show up for our date. I wasn't going to call or text, I figured if he wanted to see me then he needed to be the one that spoke up. I did end up texting him though and he had fallen asleep after work. I mean, the man DOES work two jobs. I knew he was tired because I could hear it in his voice when he called me earlier. He felt so bad for leaving me hanging.

We decided he'd come over for a little bit anyway after the boys went to bed. Patrick was actually still awake when he got here though. But they had a good time playing and Patrick said "I like-a you friend mama". He brought dinner over too which was awesome because I was starving. Granted it wasn't the torta that we were supposed to grab tonight, but it was still good.

We chilled on the couch, played with Patrick, watched TV and messed around on the computer. He wants to buy me a new phone because mine sucks beyond belief.

What started out as a bad night ended on a good note. :) I'm sure we'll see each other again.

Randoms

• I finally packed all his stuff up. I'll admit I cried when I did it. I'll admit I laid down on the bed with one of his shirts and just bawled my eyes out. I'm healing, but I do still love him. Not as much as I did 7 years ago, or even 3 weeks ago, but I do still love him.
• I don't know what I would do without my friends. Even though most of you are E-friends, you've helped me so much over the past four years and especially during the last 3 weeks. I love you all and I am so glad you're a part of my life. As for my IRL friends, I love you guys too. I love you for sitting up all night on Yahoo messenger, Xbox, Facebook, or your phone to talk to me. To offer me support, and lend a shoulder for me to cry on. I love you for not turning away when I cry, for not making me feel like an ass for wishing he'd come home.
• Today is one of those days when I wish the yellow and black truck would pull up. These days are occurring less and less. I wish they'd go away all together. I hate having the desire to see him. I just want to forget it...forget him. I can't, but I wish I could. All I can think about is what we'd be doing this time of year. I'd be getting ready to get Easter baskets for the boys. Who will be the Easter Bunny this year??? Who's going to help plan the birthday parties? Who's going to take pictures when we go to Boo at the Zoo? Who's gonna be Santa Claus? Who's gonna teach them silly things like how to catch a ball, pee standing up, and how to shave? 
• It's not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to be a single mom. I don't want to have to do it on my own. 

• At the same time... I hate him, and I hate her. Hate is a strong word, but I do, I hate them. They ruined my babies' lives.  She took my husband away. She took their daddy away. I hate her!!!! I hope karma comes back and bites them both in the ass...HARD!!!!
• Okay, time to get over my funk, dry my eyes, and get ready for my date. I just really had to get all that out.

Guess Who Has a Date?

Yup yup...

Tomorrow night I'm going on a date. I don't know where we're going because he is surprising me, which is totally sweet.

So a little about him... he's 34, hispanic, divorced. He has a daughter who is seriously the cutest thing ever! We met online and he came up to the Putter last week after darts so we could meet in person in an environment I am comfortable in. He's the perfect mix of gentleman and smart ass. Haha! Our hobbies are complete opposite of each other, but that's okay. :)

So far my favorite thing about him is when he texts me in Spanish telling me how beautiful I am... can you say SWOON??? Plus all my friends think he's hot...hehe

Stay tuned to the blog to find out how it went. :)

Wordless Wednesday

Tuesday Thoughts

• I am so tired, and it's nobody's fault but my own. 2 hours of sleep just isn't enough after making an overnight trip to Abilene then working newline. 
• I can't wait until lunch time :)
• I'm going to Arkansas the first weekend in June for Lindsey's baby shower!!!!! I can't wait!
• Working tonight 6:30-9:30
• The entire newline this time is super cute!!! I want to go shopping!
• I really need to wash my car, oh and I NEED an oil change
• I also need to go to the courthouse ASAP!!!!
• IMYLM...
• ...ILYLC!!!
• Did I mention I was tired? I fell asleep playing Xbox
• I wish Patrick would go to bed so I could as well
• I guess this is going to be a short post because I don't have anything else on my mind haha!

Music Monday (with a twist)

It's been a while since I posted a Music Monday post so I figured I'd post one today. Only this time instead of posting the link to a youtube video I'm going to post the lyrics to the songs that are stuck in my head lately.

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what you?re doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin' more than just a re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer, Woman-Womanizer, you?re a Womanizer
Oh, Womanizer, oh you?re a Womanizer, baby
You-you-you are ? You-you-you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah
Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah
You got me goin?
You?re oh so charmin?
But I can?t do it ? You Womanizer
Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah
Boy, don't try to front
I-I know just-just what you are, ah, ah
You say I?m crazy

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/womanizer-lyrics-lily-allen.html ]

I got you?re crazy
You?re nothin? but a Womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of a champion
Too bad for you
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy, who you are
That?s just who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me--you?re the sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you,
Never you, baby

Womanizer, Woman-Womanizer, you?re a Womanizer
Oh, Womanizer, oh you?re a Womanizer, baby
You-you-you are ? You-you-you are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

You?re oh so charmin?
But I can?t do it You Womanizer

Boy, don't try to front ...

I'll roll up
I'll roll up
I'll roll up
Shawty I roll up
I'll roll up
I'll roll up
I'll roll up

[Wiz Khalifa - Verse 1]
It's your anniversary isn't it?
And your man ain't acting right
So you packin' your Domiar luggage up callin' my cell phone, tryin' ta catch a flight
You know one thing straight, I'll be there girl whenever you call me
When you at home that's your man, soon as you land you say it's all me
But shit ain't all G with him no more, you ain't entertained
Since I meet you a couple months ago you ain't been the same
Not sayin' I'm the richest man alive but I'm in the game
As long as you keep it 100 I'mma spend this change,

[Chorus]
Whenever you need me
Whenever want me,
You know you can call me, I'll be there shortly
Don't care what your friends say, cause they don't know me
I can be your best friend, and you be my homie
I ain't gonna flex, I'm not gonna front
You know if I ball, then we all gonna stunt
Send her my way, she ain't gotta hold up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up, I'll roll up, I'll roll up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up, I'll roll up, I'll roll up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up

[Wiz Khalifa - Verse 2]
I try to stay out your business
But on the real you're so obvious
And if you keep fitting me in your plans and fuckin' up, your man's gonna catch onto us
That white sand surrounding us
He be handcuffing, he should work for them officers
If you rolling I got a spot where I can put you on this medical, and send you home doctored up
You wanna ride with me cause you say that he boring
Wake up you rollin' weed, cooking eggs in the morning
Ain't scared to spend this money I know I'll make more of it

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/roll-up-lyrics-wiz-khalifa.html ]

First you was in the sky, now you say you in orbit

[Chorus]

No matter where I am
No matter where you are,
I'll be there when it's over baby
Cause I was there from the start
No matter if I'm near
Don't matter if your far
All you do is pick the phone up lady
And I'll be there when you call

[Outro]
Whenever you need me
Whenever want me,
You know you can call me, I'll be there shortly
Don't care what your friends say, cause they don't know me
I can be your best friend, and you be my homie
I ain't gonna flex, I'm not gonna front
You know if I ball, then we all gonna stunt
Send her my way, she ain't gotta hold up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up

Whenever you need me
Whenever want me,
You know you can call me, I'll be there shortly
Don't care what your friends say, cause they don't know me
I can be your best friend, and you be my homie
I ain't gonna flex, I'm not gonna front
You know if I ball, then we all gonna stunt
Send her my way, she ain't gotta hold up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up, I'll roll up, I'll roll up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up, I'll roll up, I'll roll up
Whenever you call baby I'll roll up

I roll up, I roll up
Whenever you call baby I roll up

Hot and dangerous
If you're one of us, then roll with us
'Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
When we've got our hotpants on enough
And yes, of course we does
We're running this town just like a club
And no, you don't wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace

Got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-oh-oh, let's go!

Tonight we're going har-har-har-har-har-hard
Just like the world is our-our-our-our-our-ours
We're tearin' it apar-par-par-par-par-part
You know we're superstars
We are who we are

We're dancing like we're dumb-dumb-du-du-du-dumb
Our bodies go numb-numb-nu-nu-nu-numb
We'll be forever young-young-y-y-y-young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It's about damn time to live it up
I'm so sick of being so serious
It's making my brain delirious

I'm just talkin' truth
I'm telling you 'bout the shit we do
We're sellin' our clothes, sleepin' in cars
Dressin' it down, hittin' on dudes, hard


[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/we-are-who-we-are-lyrics-kesha.html ]

I've got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go-o-o (Let's go!)

Tonight we're going har-har-har-har-har-hard
Just like the world is our-our-our-our-our-ours
We're tearin' it apar-par-par-par-par-part
You know we're superstars
We are who we are

We're dancing like we're dumb-dumb-du-du-du-dumb
Our bodies go numb-numb-nu-nu-nu-numb
We'll be forever young-young-y-y-y-young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are

DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up-up-up

Tonight we're going har-har-har-har-har-hard
Just like the world is our-our-our-our-our-ours
We're tearin' it apar-par-par-par-par-part
You know we're superstars
We are who we are

We're dancing like we're dumb-dumb-du-du-du-dumb
Our bodies go numb-numb-nu-nu-nu-numb
We'll be forever young-young-y-y-y-young
You know we're superstars
We are who we are

Mason's 15 month check up

He weighs 22 lbs which puts him at 10th-15th percentile. I know right??? WOW Mason is skinny, who would have thought that.

He's 31 inches which puts him at 50th percentile. Perfect little man!

And is head circumference was 19 1/4 which puts his head in the 90th percentile (just like his big brother).

He's advanced in his motor skills which is AMAZING considering how far behind he was with his head problems.

Speaking of head problems, his new doctor said that yes his head is still a little flat in the back, but the sides are not bulging and his facial features have evened out. His soft spot is only a finger tip open so he has about a month left before his head will stay the shape it it.

And for all my haters out there who like to pop in from time to time...he's still the most gorgeous little boy ever and HE'S ADVANCED IN HIS MOTOR SKILLS!!! He's doing stuff they don't ask them to demonstrate until they're two. He's saying words that they don't ask them to say until they're three. So, his head is still a little flat... and????

Moving on...
He got three shots yesterday and they're re-doing his 1 year lab work since it's a new doctor. Oh and the best news we got at his appointment???

NO WHEEZING!!!! My baby made it through a big weather change without getting sick!!!!!

I love my babies!!!!

Welcome!

I've had an increase in blog traffic since publicly posting my link on my facebook page. I'd like to say welcome to all my new readers. I'd like to assume since you're on my facebook you already know about me, but just in case, here's a little backstory.

I'm Sara, I'm 27, and I live in Grand Prairie. I have three kids, Kayla is 11, Patrick is 3, and Mason is 15 months. My husband of nearly 7 years up and left us on March 17th of this year. I work at Gymboree in The Parks Mall. I've been there since December 6, 2010. I enjoy my job and my co-workers. In my free time I enjoy reading, working out, baking, trying out new recipes, listening to music, floral design, jewelry design, scrapbooking, bow making, and I've recently found my inner nerd and have started playing RPGs and video games.

I have 5 half sisters, 2 half brothers, and 1 brother-in-law. I was raised by my grandparents and I graduated from Abilene High School in 2002. I had my daughter when I was 16, married my first husband when I was 18, married my second husband when I was 20, and became a single mom of three at 27.

My blog is a mess of random stuff mixed with talk of my babies, and will soon include my complaints about entering the dating scene. And who knows maybe one day it will make mention of a man who loves my boys and me the way we deserve to be loved.

So welcome to Skeeberboo! Oh and in case you're wondering... Skeeber=Mason and Boo=Patrick. Patrick has always been Boo to Bob and I and Mason started out as Skeeterbite which got shorter and shorter until we got to Skeeber. You'll also see him called Skeebs, and Skeebies.

Friday Randoms!!

It's Friday!!! Ya know what that means? Time for some random stuff to jump out of my head and onto the screen! YAY!!!!

I subbed for the other Putter team tonight in darts and I won one of my 5 games. Overall we won 5 games to 4. It was fun, but my mom and everyone said they missed their cheerleader.

Next week is going to be AWESOME! It's Debbie's birthday so we're all riding from the Putter to Sideline and back in a limo!!! YAY!!!

I really want to finish the book, but my coccyx keeps me from sitting still long enough to read more than a page or two. I can only manage to sit on the computer and type by laying down. I know...why don't you just read laying down? Because then my arm goes numb.

We scheduled the first visitation. Bob will pick the boys up on the 15th. He's bringing her with him, but oh well what can I do ya know? He needs her car to transport them safely.

I need to go to the store because I am almost out of Coke Zero.

Oh no...meds are kicking in... should go to bed!

Everyone quit texting me at the same time... either my phone died or y'all are a bunch of wimps who can't stay up late any more. HAHA!!!!